Hello, after a long time.
My life as a student is coming to a temporary halt after five bittersweet years. As forced as it is, school definitely had much sentimentality to it. All the national exams are over, and my fate is sealed. Of course, its definitely time for me to get a job to get me through the boring 2 or 6months holidays, depending on which path I choose next. (I'm hoping for PFP though)
On a side note: Disappearances happen. Pains go phantom. Blood stops running and people.. people fade. There is more I have to say, so much more - but that has disappeared too. The world's a stage, i'm weary of people stepping in my life and leaving without a trace. Good riddance, anyway. The world will be better; the world will soak them up.
Till then.
Friday, November 9, 2012
Wednesday, August 29, 2012
Don’t stop chasing.
I think that one of the biggest reason why relationships do not work out in the long run is because at one point, one side (or both) stops trying. Before one claims another person as their significant other, they would do anything to make that person happy. They would chase, they would flirt, they would be charming. They would send daily morning and goodnight texts every time you wake up or go to sleep. They would write corny messages and pick up lines just to make sure that there is a smile upon your face. But once they claim you as theirs, all of those things eventually stop. The 5 page texts slowly turn into 1. The constant calls turn into not calling at all. And the lovely endearments turn into daily arguments. In order for a relationship to work, don’t ever stop chasing. Just because the person you want is now consider “yours”, it does not mean they deserve anything less than the time when you’re trying to win them over.
I think that one of the biggest reason why relationships do not work out in the long run is because at one point, one side (or both) stops trying. Before one claims another person as their significant other, they would do anything to make that person happy. They would chase, they would flirt, they would be charming. They would send daily morning and goodnight texts every time you wake up or go to sleep. They would write corny messages and pick up lines just to make sure that there is a smile upon your face. But once they claim you as theirs, all of those things eventually stop. The 5 page texts slowly turn into 1. The constant calls turn into not calling at all. And the lovely endearments turn into daily arguments. In order for a relationship to work, don’t ever stop chasing. Just because the person you want is now consider “yours”, it does not mean they deserve anything less than the time when you’re trying to win them over.
Thursday, August 23, 2012
Hello, after a long time. It's been awhile since I touched Blogger and the reason I'm coming back now -- to pen down my inner most thoughts while embarking on a tough journey to battle the drudgery of getting myself settled and disciplined enough to actually, really study.
Well, its an impromptu decision at 11pm for me to actually start blogging - but well I guess it serves me as a good purpose to actually pen down how I feel at least once a week.
School has been going on a zero acceleration graph, nothing stimulating the adrenaline yet. I can't wait for the last paper to be over! 2months, it'll definitely be over in a jiffy. Results of prelims will only be out next week and I'm hoping for the best.
On the other hand, I've been coming up with a list of activities after the exams. Experiencing life in another whole new level, the wonders and ugliness it could partake. To indulge in pleasures. To indulge in my whims, may it be to satisfy my cravings for a big fat steak or to saturate my liver with liquor.
My lack of sense in punctuality is worrying. Is that a sign of my fraying sanity?
Abrupt end of post. Pictures of my teeth next post, I promise!
p/s: don't judge me on the entries i posted last year when i was juvenile and in the midst of adolescence. lolkthxbye.
Well, its an impromptu decision at 11pm for me to actually start blogging - but well I guess it serves me as a good purpose to actually pen down how I feel at least once a week.
School has been going on a zero acceleration graph, nothing stimulating the adrenaline yet. I can't wait for the last paper to be over! 2months, it'll definitely be over in a jiffy. Results of prelims will only be out next week and I'm hoping for the best.
On the other hand, I've been coming up with a list of activities after the exams. Experiencing life in another whole new level, the wonders and ugliness it could partake. To indulge in pleasures. To indulge in my whims, may it be to satisfy my cravings for a big fat steak or to saturate my liver with liquor.
My lack of sense in punctuality is worrying. Is that a sign of my fraying sanity?
Abrupt end of post. Pictures of my teeth next post, I promise!
p/s: don't judge me on the entries i posted last year when i was juvenile and in the midst of adolescence. lolkthxbye.
Monday, August 29, 2011
Sunday, August 21, 2011
So..... I have decided to blog because my account is infected with virus and I'm unable to use Facebook. And for no rhyme or reason, my account decided to send every one online saying 'Hi', 'Wanna laugh? ;))' WHAT THE FUCK. So everyone began to reply back and before I knew it.. Pfft, my account is banned and I'm blocked from Facebook. And I decided to do away from Facebook because it only brings me distractions and frustrations more than joy to me. This is a tough decision to make because I'm a social butterfly and I do need to communicate with all my friends but oh well.. since the fact that I'm blocked. It also serves as a good reason for me to start preparing for the last phase of my examinations.
Speaking of which, this time I'm really contented with my results.. OK probably except English I guess? Pretty disappointing because I was hoping to achieve at least a 70. But damn, I was 5marks away from being so. The EOY exams are in a month's time. Time to start mugging everyday - I guess its not a bad thing after all, because you get to taste the fruits of labor after a month's of hard work.
And..on a even happier note, I did my X-ray and dental impressions last week. Braces appointment is booked. Of course, I'd have to bid goodbye to all nougats, snickers and all the yummy good food on the 28th of Oct. A price to pay for being vain. Oh well....
Till later, when I have pictures to share.
X
Speaking of which, this time I'm really contented with my results.. OK probably except English I guess? Pretty disappointing because I was hoping to achieve at least a 70. But damn, I was 5marks away from being so. The EOY exams are in a month's time. Time to start mugging everyday - I guess its not a bad thing after all, because you get to taste the fruits of labor after a month's of hard work.
And..on a even happier note, I did my X-ray and dental impressions last week. Braces appointment is booked. Of course, I'd have to bid goodbye to all nougats, snickers and all the yummy good food on the 28th of Oct. A price to pay for being vain. Oh well....
Till later, when I have pictures to share.
X
Monday, June 13, 2011
Fuck school,
The title says it all. School's starting in a day and I can't get to sleep. My biological clock's screwed and I wonder how I'm going to fix it. The thought of it kills me. So... A month of my holidays has passed and yeah I'm fucked as it is. penniless, no homework completed, nothing done. Oh well, I'm glad that I'm a step closer to get my own MBP... Hmm.
Speaking of the holidays, this has ought to be the best holiday ever. All I did during the holiday was to eat, sleep, shop and the whole cycle repeats for a month. As much as I do not want school to start, I need to get my education over and done with. I am not looking forward to the homework, teachers. Just the company, of some good ol' mates will suffice.
I feel fuckin' guilty and uneasy. I have uncompleted homework which I suppose most of my friends completed all of them during the first week of holidays and I did NOT even study. Man, I really need to pull up my socks and work hard for the upcoming exams.. I'll do you proud, Mom.
oh yes. Mom has booked a dental appointment for my braces on the 5th of July... mm can't wait to get the consultation, spacers, extraction all over and done with! I'm soooooooooo excited. Meanwhile, I need to start saving pronto! Although the fact that holidays are enjoyable enough, my bank is getting dry due to the expenses incurred during the month of June.. Only June holidays. DAMN!
Speaking of the holidays, this has ought to be the best holiday ever. All I did during the holiday was to eat, sleep, shop and the whole cycle repeats for a month. As much as I do not want school to start, I need to get my education over and done with. I am not looking forward to the homework, teachers. Just the company, of some good ol' mates will suffice.
I feel fuckin' guilty and uneasy. I have uncompleted homework which I suppose most of my friends completed all of them during the first week of holidays and I did NOT even study. Man, I really need to pull up my socks and work hard for the upcoming exams.. I'll do you proud, Mom.
oh yes. Mom has booked a dental appointment for my braces on the 5th of July... mm can't wait to get the consultation, spacers, extraction all over and done with! I'm soooooooooo excited. Meanwhile, I need to start saving pronto! Although the fact that holidays are enjoyable enough, my bank is getting dry due to the expenses incurred during the month of June.. Only June holidays. DAMN!
Sunday, May 29, 2011
A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out
You know we humans tend to change throughout the years, be it for the better, or for the worst. We'll definitely have fake and artificial friends revolving around us. Our friends play an important part in our daily life. They influence us in various ways, they shape our character for the better, stay together when you are down in the mouth, cheer you up whenever you're upset, etc.
I thank God, for this 3 bestfriends of mine, who stayed through thick and thins, despite many disputes amongst us. Unfortunately, due to my limited vocabulary, I'll let pictures do the talking instead.
You see all the bullshit we went through? We're now perfectly fine, we're alright. I really thank God for all of your existence, Gina, Zongxian and Xinyi. I love you and we'll remain the best of friends no matter what happens.
X
I thank God, for this 3 bestfriends of mine, who stayed through thick and thins, despite many disputes amongst us. Unfortunately, due to my limited vocabulary, I'll let pictures do the talking instead.
You see all the bullshit we went through? We're now perfectly fine, we're alright. I really thank God for all of your existence, Gina, Zongxian and Xinyi. I love you and we'll remain the best of friends no matter what happens.
X
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