Doubts

Everybody has a balance of control in their lives. So do I. I keep my balance with a busy, closely-knitted social calendar, school work. I feel so vulnerable, dependent, so fragile in that one split second I lose my head: doesn't matter if it's my temper, my resolutions to quit, or that my mind/heart took control of rationality.

Mind-fucked. Engulfed with fear of not being able to succeed in life and get my 12points to get into SP's Accountancy and Finance. I know miracles don't come easy, you reap what you sow isn't it? It irks me to be despised, looked down on and be judged by cover. I need time, so save your sarcasm.

We just need to remember to keep breathing. Because it will all pass, because time will destroy all of us. So tell me, how does one enjoy doing things solitary? 

I need a satisfying break.

Till then.